I am who I am

I am a person that one understand myself
So please don't be sure you know me better than myself
I won't blame anyone for not understand me
But I'll blame that you make a false story about me
I won't force anyone to understand me
As I'm also don't want to understand myself
I glad that got people who willing to categories me as family
For me it is really a great happiness for me
I also glad that some people will never appreciate me leave me
To that person thank you for reducing my tiredness
I happy that someone gives chances to morning call everyday
It is one of the best habits that I ever had
I enjoy the moment who text me sincerely every moment
So that I had chances to read your texts sincerely too
I am the person who always look down myself
But for my friend and family I'll never do that
I'll accept every critic to me as long as it is true
And I'll try to change it as hard as I can
I'll the kind which really easy to be upset
But I won't show to you as it will spoil your day
I'd like to share everything with you
But if you don't like it I'll stop to make sure I'm not annoying you
I never been to club or bar for drinking beer or somethingselse
It is because I don't like it and I'm not acting
I'll easily give up if you never trust me
Because it is useless although I succeeded
I appreciate everyone who really listen to me
And willing to reply me no matter what you reply
I'm the person who never have girlfriend
But I did felt in love twice in my life
I like to write a lot but not talk a lot
Except you are thinking we are close as how I feel
I don't have so much friend no matter boy or girl
But when I have meaning the person are really meant to me
I choosing the one who choosing me as my friend
So I will be always taking care of ALL of you
I am really tired actually in my daily life
But I feel worth it as long as you guys appreciate me
I not spending my time to do something nonsense with somebody
But it is different if the somebody is you
I don't like when u all saying thank you or sorry to me
Seriously my sister in secondary get scold by me because saying sorry
I'm not the person that are perfect
And I also not trying to be perfect
I'll care on everything you share on Facebook or somewhere
But sometimes I really want to do something but I can't
I don't like to explain too much in most time
Cause I know you also don't like to listen
I'd never hold back any relationship especially friendship
If you are the one who choose to leave me first
I always be a "good guy" as long as I still alive
But it also depends on who I facing with
I'll be very quiet if I am not happy or not in mood
And you can see my face to know whether I'm angry or not
I am a Taurus and I quite believe in it
But I don't let Taurus control me but I control Taurus
I am who I am anyway

我朋友不多 也不想再多
因为有时候太多朋友 会累
男的也好 女的也罢
丑的也好 美的也罢 都不想太多
人类们就像一只手 没有手指是平的
意思就是 没有人是一样的
我只能说我就是不一样的那个吧
朋友是很重要的对我而言
虽然说没人知道我为朋友做过什么
但是我是说真的朋友=1st priority
但也不是全部的朋友啦当然
就那么几位我担心他们多过担心自己
替他们想很多没必要的然后自己静静
但是朋友还是有极限的吧
因此很多事情你不想主动跟我分享
我也不会去逼你跟我说没意思
所以就干脆不要知道好了
很多决定我也只能给意见
决定权还在你们自己手里的
自从一句话我开始想通了
不是我不再在乎你们了
而是我不可以这样控制你们
你们有自己的生活
我也有自己的生活虽然以你们为重
关心还是会有的这一定会有
就希望了解I am who I am过后
我们这段感情还是永远不会变吧
Can we make it? I hope we CAN :)